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I've been thinking about Middle School lately...actually only one part of Middle School. We had something called G.R.E.A.T. Gang Resistance Education and Training. I've just been thinking how hilarious that was. They taught us about various methods GANG BANGERS would use to try to get us to join gangs, and how to say NO and such. If the people who initiated GREAT actually thought more than 5 kids from Htown were actually going to join a hardcore gang, they must have been on crack. Htown is an insanely boring small town... There seriously would have been a much better chance of kids getting their limbs cut off by farm equipment. We should have had Farm Machinery Resistance and Training. F.M.R.T. Watch out fer those thrashers kids!!! They'll getcher arms and then you'll be a garsh derned cripple!

Also... I work with these two oldish ladies at the job I currently hold. I sometimes think perhaps their stupidity could rub off on me, and it's scary. They say things like, "I seen him in the store yesterday".....or, "I says to Larry that he shouldn'ta done that." WHAT THE HELL IS THIS. Every time I hear them say shit like that I want to correct them, but they're old and they don't know any better.
They're funny sometimes though... A guy walked in the room we were working, and he declared, "I'm so hot and sweaty...I don't like it." One of the old ladies then said under her breath, "He must not like sex then..." I immediately burst out in uncontrollable laughter.
Another day they were talking about how they thought black men liked "fat asses". I laughed at them once again...

My thoughts for now. Enjoys...

sooooorrrrry

oooops. If anyone is in fact basing their entire life off of this BLOOOOOG, sorry. I've been busy. OOOOPS.

I've been having these issues lately though...
I feel like I want to completely start over. Move somewhere new...new everything...somewhere fresh...new. I don't know what suddenly brought on this urge, but I'd like a completely fresh start. I'm probably one of those people that will move around a lot and live in a lot of different places. I'll probably be mostly a city person, because in the city you'll see more new things (my theory at least...)

It's not that I don't like where I am right now (or maybe it is), but sometimes I just get these feelings that I need new people, new places, new things. New nouns..really...

I'm getting ANXIOUS and frantic. I need to travel some place where everything is unfamiliar and exciting. I get bored with a lot of things after a while...or after not that long...

I tried to plan an Amtrak train trip to Glacier National Park today, and then I planned a trip to Europe...haa..sometimes even imagining going some place new helps a bit, but not nearly as much as I need it to help.

Here I am though...stuck again. It's really a gross feeling. When you know there is so much more in the world to be seen, and you're planted in the same field you've been in for too long, it gets to a point when you break. I might buy a plane ticket tomorrow. Who knows...